its been a few mths i guess. have been really busy studying well mostly studying for chinese o's. alot has happened, and things have changed i cld say. i've learnt alot these pass few mths. to feel hurt and pain, and i'm glad i have my friends to help me pull through. i might seem like i dont give a damn about what others do or say. well at least i use to think i didnt. i thought wrong. i get affected by the little things that the peopl close to me say or do. i really do. it hurts and i hide it or i pretend i dont know. maybe im being oversensitive, but i cant help it.
after everything that has happened, im happy with what i have now, my family, friends, jon. i really cherish every single one of them. im reminded of how much each one of them mean to me every single day.